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sooo the past 2 days i have been in pennsylvania for my grandmother's 80th birthday party. it was legit i made a new smoking buddy. my cousin josh whos 21 has a friend adam and i brought like a gram and a half to smoke of headies and he threw down and first we smoked a huge ass blunt. then i learned a NEW TECHNIQUE to smoke weed!! it's called a "Gravity Ball", or GB for short hahaha. its a pitcher filled with water and the top half of a 2 liter soda bottle. the bottle cap has this thing melted into it and you put the weed in it then you slowly bring it up and you put your mouth over it and push down on the bottle and take it all in one hit. it's the most intense shit iv ever experienced hahahhaa definitely gonna make me one of those.
anyways it was nice to see my fam. friday night was ridiculous. there was a fire at lukes my friend autumn ended up coming with 3 kids from work deirdre guerrera, kaitlin rivero, and nick cliff. i had already been smoking and drinking before i went over so i was kinda fucked up then i went over and had some beers smoked some more weed the usual. it was raining. apparently this week is gonna be pretty shitty for weather except like tues and wednesday. this has nothing to do with what im doing with my life but ok.
ok im gonna go smoke a butt and go to bed, leave for boston tomorrow at 8am =(
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[10 Jun 2009|05:26pm] |
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this past weekend was RIDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICULOUS. my family came on friday evening cause tim graduated high school on saturday... isnt that weird? no more treese's in the school system YAY!! anywaysss. ya. that was kinda trippy. then my aunt and uncle left and my grandmother and dad's aunt nadine are staying here. today is my grandmother's 80th birthday WOWWW thats a long time! yaaa so im pretty psyched im going to pennsylvania this weekend for her birthday party im wicked excited to see my family!!
last night my parents werent home so i had a few people over (matt, dereck, kathryn, luke, mike kusek, miguelle, teresa, mike huntington, ryan barrow... wow i had kinda a lot). that was fun we smoked like 2 blunts in a row everyone pitched in it was cool. i was pretty drunk i came home from work yesterday and drank some winethen went out and brought some wine with me then i smoked wow i got pretty fucked up i took a shot of kathryn's captains hahahaha
ok nothing else is up really k byeeeee.
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ok so I was driving with Miguelle the other day and we started talking about livejournal and I was asking her why she didnt use it anymore cause i really liked her entries, blah blah blah. then i decided that I'm going to update this thing with all the ridiculous shit that goes on this summer!! then i can look back and remember it =)
soooo hm. today was alright. I woke up at like 1015 i had to be at work at 11 then i worked til 5. work was alright a little ridiculous tricia didn't show up she thought she was scheduled at 3 but really it was 1230 and we were short a person for like an hour and a half but its all gooood. then after work i went to wheelwright and met up with matt then we chilled for about 40 mins smoked like half a joint then I dropped him off at his house and i went home for dinner. after dinner tim treese had senior night up at the school soo gay but jessie had it too so matt was there. after that gay ass shit got out matt and i picked up a gram and just chilled for the entire night by ourselves. it was nice to just not do anything for a night and just chill. ya thats about it. now im home and updating this thing. ok hopefully the next few days will be a little more exciting and i can update fo rizzle. til then peace out cub scout.
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Wow, so it's been seven months almost...
Currently, I am in Maine, and lots has happened since my previous entry.
My second semester at Northeastern was fun, yet all-but-rewarding in the academic sense. I decided to switch to an Undeclared major -- ComSci definitely wasn't what I thought it was going to be. It's really a shame. Ever since I was a little girl, I have wanted to follow in the footsteps of my father, the computer genius, somewhat of a geek, but everyone loves his sense of humor. I feel more like him everyday, in spite of my future, which will be nothing like him. Needless to say, he was a little upset, too, as he had this future for me in mind as well, but I decided that me being happy was a little bit more important. I'll be taking two French classes and two Communications-intro classes in the fall.
My roommate from second semester and I turned out to be two peas in a pod. She is from Dorchester, so we occasionally see each other, though we both work like dogs, and she is now taking summer classes. However, we have plans to go to the beach and/or hang out when I get home on Saturday morning.
Things have been really shitty in the family, and, unfortunately, it's all been on my dad's side... my cousin, Libby (daughter of Gerry, Joe's brother), was admitted to rehab for OxyContin about two months ago. That really upset me, because I have been around the substance, and seen what it does to the "fiends", but I never, ever expected one of my favorite childhood cousins to become addicted to it. Anyway, she checked herself out, and I suspect (as does her father) that she is still on them. She was dating someone with MS and was stealing up to 4 or 5 pills a day. In the market up here, that's between $320-$400 a day, but she was getting them for free obviously. She's gotten back with the guy since, and probably is still doing them. Her sister is getting married in a couple weeks, so I guess I'll see if maybe she is off them... hopefully.
My other cousin, Jeremy, was also admitted to rehab for alcoholism. He was allegedly getting the shakes from not being able to drink. That was more recent, and I believe he still is in rehab as I type this.
My uncle, Mark (Joe's brother) got his 2nd OUI in a terrible car accident in February. He, in his tiny little Chevy S10, went head-on with an 18-wheeler. He had to be airlifted to the hospital, had a shattered ankle and shoulder bone, and had several vertabrae misplaced, didn't remember anything. This was less than a year after his divorce with his decade-long wife, Michelle, who we found out was cheating on him. April 24, he tried to kill himself by renting a car in order to poison himself with carbon monoxide. Luckily, my grandmother and aunt found him before anything was done. He was placed in a mental institution for a few weeks, and was later convicted of an OUI, and because it was his second, he was put in a county jail for 30 days. He is better now, but lost his commercial driver's license, and now works at Target as a delivery receiver.
In June, my cat, who is 12 1/2 years old, was diagnosed with diabetes. When I was in 8th grade, we found out that she has bladder stones, and would have to be on a certain diet the rest of her life. Well, now we give her an insulin pill twice a day, and she is on a different, Atkins-esque diet. Because of the severity of her diabetes, her back legs (and this happens often, I am told, with diabetic felines) have given out. We are told that they might come back, but it's so sad to see her hobbling around. I know I always say she will live forever, but the contrary is within sight... I can't imagine life without her. But I will cross that bridge when it comes, and will cherish every moment I have with her. <3
I bet you're wondering what happened to me.. well, anyone reading this probably knows the story, it seems to be the talk of the town. I've had a lot going on, and finally it just got to me. To make a long story short, I was transported via ambulance to South Shore Hospital, and spent six days in recovery for a suicide attempt. I'm not ashamed to say it, it was a mistake, and I definitely learned from it. If you don't know the whole story, it's not the first time this has happened, but I think this time gave me lots of closure, and I feel a million times more mature since the incident.
I lost a really good friend recently, but hey, I learned from it. I've also learned to see people's true colors, and know that not everyone is who they say they are. Everyone has their faults, and rather than hate the ones who betray my trust once, I've learned to move on and forgive once in a while. Unfortunately, the friend I lost had one too many chances, and even though she might think it's my fault (and I can see why she'd be mad, though I wouldn't react the same immature way she did), she has done the same thing to me many, many times, including about two and a half months ago. When I found out about that, it cancelled out everything she'd ever said to me about betraying trust. This just sucks, but you learn who your true friends are in a time like that. Some of the things she said to me were rotten, and I'd heard many times before, but it hurts when you trust someone with a secret, and they throw it against you when the slightest thing happens.
Then, a week ago, things at work were just really hectic -- too many things going on under me, and I just couldn't take it. I had my first anxiety attack, and what a fucking scary experience that was. I couldn't breathe. The next day, an ambulance was called because I fainted on site from not eating. Despite what you might think, I really don't think about not eating, I just don't really get that hungry. When I do, I take my break at work and try to eat something healthy, like a ham sandwich. That day I made the mistake of choosing Shaw's-brand cheese doodles, but whatever. The ambulance was called, I threw up what I had eaten, and that's how I went on vacation -- sent home in my own puke.
So this has been a pretty long entry, but that's what's been going on in my life. I'm trying to better myself as a person, and so far, it's been going alright. Times have been rather tough, but hopefully things will be looking up soon. This vacation was definitely needed, and in a couple of weeks, I'll be going down to Pennsylvania to see my cousin get married, and see all the rest of my family. I'm completely stoked.
I guess I'll update a little sooner than six months from now. Writing has been helping. :o)
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Last night I saw a biker get hit by a car...
I was with my new roommate and her mom and we were driving to the T station, and were stopped at a red light at Huntington Ave and some other street called Parker St. in the left-turn-only lane. Then this taxi must not have seen the red light (?), and all of the sudden we heard him slam on the brakes and then I saw this biker who was in the crosswalk go flying off his bike.
The taxi cab driver and the guy he was driving got out of the car and moved the guy's bike, but the biker was still on the ground and couldn't move. Thank god he was wearing a helmet, but he was also only wearing a spandex biker suit so I don't know what happened. I called 911. I've never been so scared in my life.
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[01 Nov 2007|05:05pm] |
I'm really bored because I'm in a computer lab for English and it's killing meee. I'm dying of stress! I'm failing Fundamentals, but I got a tutor, so it's like twice the work. English is fine, but on Monday Wednesday and Fridays, I have a 10:30, 1:35, tutor at 3, and English at 4:35. Then I'm done, but it's painfully long. And tonight I have to write two papers that are 3-5 pages each, as well as read about 250 pages... my procrastination has clearly not gotten better in college.
I'm working again, Fridays and SAturdays. Closing Fridays sucks! And Jason got a new job at corporate Papa Gino's so we can't share the car anymore. Then on Saturdays I work either 9-3 or 9-5 usually in the desk. UGHHH IT SUCKSSSS. My dad offered to give me a job working for him for more than Shaw's pays me, and I hate Shaw's so I should, but I dunno if I'm ready to give up this part of my past.
My parents are really not liking me lately. I got my tongue pierced, they found out, they hate it. I sleepover Jason's every weekend, they hate it. They think that I don't give a shit about anyone except myself. This hurts me, but I think it's because this summer they always told me "later, later later", do that later. Well, now it's later and they aren't ready to let go. It sucks, cause it really hurts me that they think I'm selfish. Maybe I am, I'm just trying to live my life the way I wanna, but they don't agree.
Also I'm broke. Joe said it's because people always spend a little bit more than they make; I make about $100 a week, and I spend about $110. My savings is dwindling to less than $100, and my checking fluctuates from about $75 or $80 to being declined throughout the week. Ugh. I feel like I'm a horrible person in every aspect of my life besides being a good girlfriend: bad daughter, bad student, bad financially... :o(
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[21 Sep 2007|04:17pm] |
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In sonic 2, Super Sonic is the balllsssss.
This is all. goooooodbye :o)
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soooooo bored right now... it's 12:11 am i'm at jason's we just went to my parent's house to eat dinner cause my mom made sausage and peppers and i had raviolis. anyways, afterwards me jason my mom and my dad all played scattegories it was sooo much fun joe is ridiculous when he plays it... the letter was r and the category was "animal with a tail" and he put RETARDED LION hahahahaha. he's so funny. i love my dad. so i'm only gonna be living with them for... 16 more days as of monday (today technically) that is SO SOONNN. hopefully i won't live there any after that cause i'll be half-living with jason and stuff and living with jason full time during the summers and breaks.. it's so mind-boggling cuase my whole life iv been trying to escape from my parents' protection and rules and now it's the final 16 days of it and i'm kinda not ready but kinda am ready... I'M SO NERVOUS FOR COLLEGE IN OTHER WORDS!!!! please someone comment and say they feel the same way. i'm gonna be home on the weekends to work though and hopefully give back to jason and scott while i'm living there (cable or food or something) but it's doubtful oops. okay i'm alllll set with livejournal right now just wanted to say that i'm nervous and my dad is fucking amazing MICHELLE MADGE COMMENT ON THIS CAUSE I MISS YOU AND I WENT TO DUNKIN DONUTS TODAY AND YOU WEREN'T WORKING AND I MISS YOU COME HANG OUT WITH ME KTHANXBYE
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[10 Jul 2007|01:34am] |
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wowsers, i haven't updated this thing in like 2 months. lets see, i went to florida last week with my man, that was so much fun. we went to busch gardens with his two friends mike and mike. it was sooo sweet!! so much better than six flags. what else? oh, i graduated high school, fucking finally!! went to orientation for northeastern. went to the brockton fair (hahaha) with good friend mike......... nothing else is really going on.
i think i have like mono or something, cause whenever i fall asleep i can never wake up the next day. i woke up to my phone ringing on saturday morning, and it was 20 min after i was supposed to be in work so i was a half hour late that day. then that night was the night i went to the brockton fair with mike, adn the next day we were supposed to both work at 8am but i didn't even wake up until like 920 or something, so i was an hour and a half late then too. i suck. and today i slept through all my alarms. i tested my phone alarm and it works but i don't know if my other one does so i'm trying out a new one and seeing if i wake up but i left my mom a note to wake me up to work tomorrow at 11am. maybe i'm fuckedddd.
things have been going well, still with jason <3. things are great there. other than that, iv been working a shitload, and we finished the remodel of the store so now i have to monitor self checkouts for like 8 hrs in a row, it sucks so bad. i absolutely hateeee it!!
today i worked with sue flannery in the desk (i worked 5-930 and she worked 4-8) and she was being the biggest bitch ever. she was trying to tell me what to do, and acting like she like had authority over me and she really doesn't so i got wicked mad about that. she was like "you can go do those returns" and i'm like ummmm why don't you cause you haven't done shit. and then when we did the sweep she didnt' know how to use the tellermate and i was like umm maybe i should just do it cause we're in a rush, and she was sooo insistent on using it... of course the entire time she had no fucking clue how to do it. oh god i need to stopppp rambling about work butttt i'm going to maine in like 12 days with alex and my family so that'll be funnnn blazefest 2k7.
mehhhh i'm so boreddd... and kinda tired. maybe i should sleeeeep. eh, maybe not. someone IM me or something and get me outa this boredom!!!!!
ok bye.
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Holy shit, I'm entering my final four (or 3 1/2) days of HIGH SCHOOL. I honestly can't believe it went by so fast. I can remember 1st semester of freshman year, in the first few weeks of school, feeling how 90 minutes was way too long for a geometry class, and CRONIN (jesus christ).
whatever, i'm so fucking done with that school. I'm all set with attendance policies, and MIDDLE SCHOOL BATHROOM MONITOR for a FUCKING CLASS, and dr. gill calling people down in the morning... i cannot wait for summer and the fall!!!!!!!!
i can't believe i'm like, never gonna see most of you guys after 13 days from now. that's crazy... after nearly 8 years, it's time to say...
PEACE OUTTTTTTTTTTT.
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[17 Apr 2007|04:07pm] |
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Receipt Number: 18740
Customer: TREESE, CAITLYN
WEB TRANSACTIONS
04/17/2007
Business Date: 04/18/2007
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Tuition Deposit Fall 2007
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200.00
YAY!!! :o)
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[07 Mar 2007|11:32pm] |
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Lately, I've been finding lots of old friends from Georgia (aka, friends from over ten years ago, and some more recent) on Facebook. I think this is a mixed blessing. I've been feeling very, very nostalgic lately, and it's making me pissed that I had to move my ass up here. It's such a waste... I feel so left out and forgotten when I see these pictures of these awesome parties with all the people who were in my 4th grade class, and some I know from as far back as Kindergarten and 1st grade. It really sucks. Also, the weather situation isn't working out for me very well. They're all excited because the new baseball season is started up, and the weather is turning down there. It makes me realize that I am such a southern girl, it's not even funny. I cannot stand the first frost, the first snow, the first everything-that-has-to-do-with-winter up here; I thrive in the warm climate in the south. And yet, it's so ironic, because I've lived up here longer than I ever lived in the south. Why the fuck did I have to move up here?
Speaking of colds, I've been a little sick lately, but it's passing. It's that time of year! groan. Anyways, yeah, things have been pretty good otherwise. I had an Early Action Welcome Day at Northeastern, and I am so excited to be going there (or, going to SCHOOL there) next year. It's gonna be so much fun, I cannot WAIT to get the fuck out of Cohasset High School. Today, Ms. Sheridan told us that we HAD to write speeches in Public Speaking. Now, don't get me wrong, I get that it's the point of the class to write/give speeches, but I don't see how this is affecting my public speaking skills. Mrs. Berman hasn't been there in like, a fucking month, and it's really not helping the class at all. We should get straight A's for the difficulty we have endured.
Jason and I are amazing. On Saturday, we will have been together for a whole year. That's so long when you think about it... that's 365 days that we saw each other (aside from the like, three weeks straight we didn't see each other, due to vacations, but aside from that). Do you know how many times that is that my heart has fluttered the second I laid eyes on him? And do you know that every time I see him, I still get that butterflies-in-my-stomach feeling? That's amazing. I've never felt this strongly about someone, and everytime I hold him in my arms, I know that he isn't perfect, he is perfect for me. I've never once been even tempted to cheat on him. I cannot believe how much of an impact he's caused on my life. Jason is the best thing that's ever happened to me... pardon the cliché.
So yeah. Here's me, in a nutshell: excited, nervous, nostalgic, emotional, shocked, loved, in love, dehydrated, a tad stressed, and everything in between. :o)
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I'm having a horrible week. I'm really really sick.
Saturday School at 8am Saturday for skipping fucking ONE PERIOD of school. cool. there's more but I don't feel like explaining it.
Atleast I still have my cat.
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| Christmas 2006 |
[26 Dec 2006|10:41pm] |
So this year's Christmas was awesome.
Jason got me lots of presents, and I GOT A NINTENDO DS!!!!!! and it's PINK!!!!!! I'm such a geek, but it's okay. Jason got me Mario for DS, and my parents got me The Sims 2: Pets. The pets game isn't as great as I thought it would be, but I absolutely LOVE the Mario game. I really haven't been able to put it down :o) YAY FOR GEEKINESS!!!!!
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[03 Dec 2006|01:45am] |
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Tonight was... just like out of a movie.
Scott (Jason's brother) has been directing a play at Stoughton High School since the end of September, and tonight was the 2nd (and final) night of it, so Jason and I went to see it, along with Eric and his parents.
It was just out of a movie. At the end of the play, during the time period which he thanked a bunch of people, he proposed to Shana right there in front of everyone. It was the most spectacular and romantic thing I've ever witnessed. I really did cry, it was so beautiful.
So, this journal goes out to Scott and Shana. Congratulations, and good luck! Scott, you're awesome! :o)
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Some people are ridonculous. This is all.
Oh, p.s., turkey is awesome.
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So, life has been going extremely well. I fall more and more in love with Jason every single day we're together... through good times and bad. After eight months, I think that's a pretty good sign :o)
I've been cutting back on work -- big mistake. I actually have bills to pay now, such as cell phone and such, but I don't really have enough money cause I've been fucking around with my bank account (supposed to be savings). I think after I make this entry, I'm going to change my checks to 100% direct deposit, instead of just 75%. That's gonna be key next year...
Speaking of next year, I'm very sick and tired of the college process. I feel so lazy and lethargic about it lately, and that's not good. Just like many other important things in my life, I seem to be overlooking it quite a bit, and focusing on work, Calculus, and Jason. Unfortunately, this will be kicking my ass soon... oops.
My dad got in a car accident (IN MY CAR) on Sunday. Luckily, it wasn't bad... and it wasn't his fault, so now our insurance won't go up anymore than it already is (flashback: last year's crash in my driveway...), so that's very good. I guess this kid from my work rear-ended him when he was trying to turn onto my street. The kid didn't know he wasn't going to keep going straight, so he slammed right into the back right bumper. Luckily, they aren't going to put it in the shop until Cohasset Collision is absolutely ready to work on it, cause without two cars, my family would pretty much not function.
Other than that, my life is well, and busy. My 18th birthday is in four days... Can't believe it went by that fast!! :-D
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[09 Sep 2006|01:21am] |
okay so I should rephrase what I wrote about in my last entry...
I AM NOT GOING TO CONCEIVE. I said IF i were to conceive now, then my kid would be born when we're out of school. JEEEEEZ. no thoughts of kids yet!
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[05 Sep 2006|10:28pm] |
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School started today... where the fuck did summer go?!
Anyways, best teacher award of the year is a tie between Ms. Berman and Mr. Newkirk. they both fucking kick ass. Ms. Berman is hilarious, and Mr. Newkirk is just like me if I were to be a teacher in like 30 years. Anyways, yeah.
Also, I started in the service desk today. Excpet not really, cause the front end fucking sucks and can't hire people. So I was on register a lot of the time, and I had to go home right after my shift was over at 7. Michelle did a good job training me today though.. I forgot how much I like her.
The end. Fuck schooooool.
Oh, and I figured out that if Jason and I conceived now, that the baby would be born by the time school gets out for seniors... possibly a little less. But still. How fucking lame is that?
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| Talk about LJ abandonment... |
[25 Aug 2006|12:09am] |
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Well let's see... Since July 2nd, last time I updated, lots of shit has happened...
1) I went to California for the National Youth Leadership Forum on Technology from July 9 through July 17. It was a blast, met some cool people, but it sucked because...
2) Directly from arriving into the Boston airport, my dad and Alex picked me up, and we went to Maine. No stopping home or anything, until the following Friday. So that kinda sucked, but it was nice to get away.
3) Came home, worked for like a week adn a half, then went to New Hampshire with Jason to visit his parents. Again, a nice getaway weekend. It was nice sleeping in the same bed... falling asleep and waking up in his arms. It was awesome.
4) Working now. I hate my jobbb. I'm supposed to get trained in the service desk next week, and the week after. That will suck, because that cuts into school (god I can't believe I'm saying that..). But only less than a year left of high school!!! That's good.
Anyway, I'm pretty happy with my life right now. The only way to better it would be to see much more of Alex, because now that we both have boyfriends, it's kinda hard to see each other. It sucks, cause we both said we wouldn't be the girls who ditch their friends once we get a boyfriend, but it kinda turned out that way for our friendship. We still talk and shop occasionally, but I miss hanging out with her every day. She's my best friend, I realized, one of the only people that have been in my life more than a year. She's pretty much the only person up here who I can count on.
I don't want to go back to school at all. This summer has been amazing, the best one so far. But at the same time, I just kinda wanna get the school year started and over with, cause it's less than a regular school year (NO MORE GOING TO SCHOOL IN JUNE! YAY!).
My parents and I haven't really been getting along lately, at all. I'm never home, and they have an opposition to the fact that I'm spending pretty much all my time at Jason's (when I'm not at shithole aka work). So that's caused some family therapy. woohoo.
Anyways, byeee.
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